Psalm 109
This is one is tricky for me because this expresses strong desires for vindication but this is not really a Jesus thing given what we read in the Gospels like Matthew 5:21-48. This psalm reveals an honest human emotion, reaction and suffering under direct duress.
Entire discourses and treatises have been dedicated to subjects surrounding this. Augustine, Luther, and many more have added their insight.
In this adaptation, find a prayerful desire to end the hostility and reminder that vengeance belongs to God as Paul writes in Romans 12. Why? We, as broken humans, have a bad tendency to perpetuate the wrongs inflicted when we actively seek vengeance (especially when violent).
Still people wonder, when people do violence to us, can we not be able to demand recompense for wrongs against us, can we not ask that people own their sin causing pain in our lives, and when a wrong is so egregious, can we not ask for a measure of impact upon that person or people?
Yes we can ask. Again, Jesus has something to say about this. Yes we can lift our raw emotion to God like in this psalm and have faith our plea will be heard.
The issue for us might be, instead of seeking vengeance in response to personal injury, but ask why do we seek vengeance? Why do others inflict harm? How can we prevent this?
That does little justice for the person walking home at night who is surprise attacked.
Why do we suffer and why does it seem like “good people” suffer no matter how strong their faith is -even when they do everything that they are supposed to? How can peaceful people bear responsibility for wicked hostility of a madman / leader.
As a martial artist, I learn to protect myself by diverting hostile energy. War is destructive to everyone involved, and people, like Sun Tzu, teach to avoid war at all costs for this reason. The best defense is not to be there when or where the strike happens.
Do I, as a Christian, have a right to self-defense or do I/we just take it on the chin? When a strike comes, we can learn to divert that away from you, but still remember where vengeance belongs - even when we feel justified or righteous in our response. What is the justification for self-defense because many don’t want to end up as a martyr?
What is vengeance but revenge for personal injury? In revenge, who sins - the injured or object of the revenge? Thus, the cycle perpetuates. These are significant theological discourses with many layers to consider, but the ultimate question might be how can we respond as a Christian to violence or physical injury from that.
Vengeance desires personal retribution for actual harm. The problem becomes where and when does that desire get satisfied - if ever? For slights against us, we could see this and give the vengeance to God. For when someone does harm to me, it may be comforting for me to seek refuge in Romans.
However, what do we do when we not only observe a wrong being pressed upon neighbors but actual violence? What happens when I am not home and someone robs my home, burns the house and kills my family?? Such violence has played out over the history of destructive and broken humanity.
What recourse do I have or do I need? I am generous, I give money and time to help people in need. I teach people the way of God as hope, love and peace. Vengeance asks that someone to pay for the crime. Do I give all of this to the Lord?
The answer is there and not always easy to hear.
How do I personally resolve the anger, horror, and wild emotion for the violent hostility against me? Maybe we want to forgive, but the wrong is so brutal and destructive – we are not asking how many times to Jesus should we forgive, we are asking the degree of a particular (or series) injury. We are asking Jesus in our agony “but this…”
I would point that you are talking to Jesus, who died a violent execution at the hands of deceit, manipulation and false accusations.
Even Jesus wept over friends and lashed out at folks who were robbing people of good money in the temple. Jesus had anger and cause to overturn tables. Jesus did this as a rare outrage to an extreme injustice. Yet, Jesus preached countless times to make peace, not violence. Jesus prayed in agony and walked the painful, torturous journey to the cross.
Anger is an exception, and yes, we are allowed to be angry. Let God know your anger and your pain, for God will hear you. Our lives should not be defined by anger no matter how righteous we think we are. For anger, hate, or fear separate us from God and the liberation Jesus sought for us.
Jesus gave us the ultimate example of what to do in our agony - do not let anger ruin you or your path to salvation.
If you feel needs for vengeance (especially violent), we should ask why and for whose benefit are we seeking - e.g. vengeance for ourselves vs that for God. If we seek for God, we might want to make sure that we hear God correctly. If we seek a fight (especially responding in holy names) without actually listening to God, chances are that will not resolve our pain. If we seek to have a measured response equal to the hostility against us, we are reminded to ask for God’s guidance in that response and listen carefully to that guidance.
Lift up your distress, be heard, ask your petition and ask for recompense from God. Be humbled before God and let God’s will be done.
Psalm 109 - Prayer for Vindication and Vengeance
1 Do not be silent, O God of our praise.
2 For wicked and deceitful mouths are opened against us,
speaking against us with deceit and lying tongues.
3 They beset us with words of hate,
and attack us without cause.
4 In return for my love they instead accuse us,
even while we make prayer for them.
5 So they reward us with evil for our good,
and hatred for our love.
We are in pain and feel Your vengeance,
but agony clouds our desire for Your peace.
Agony wishes that wicked hostile judgment placed upon us
Be placed upon the deceitful aggressors.
Agony of our hearts say that his guilt
Be rewarded as sin in his own face.
For the suffering of Your beloved,
we do not wish his days be long
without Your justice.
For suffering of our children, we lost empathy for his.
For senseless destruction of our lands and Your holy places,
we do not envy the loss of his value in Your eyes.
For Your beloveds’ sake,
May Your righteousness seize all that
he unjustly claims.
For horrors that we witness around us,
May history not offer homage to his evil aggression upon Your people.
Since those wicked leaders offer no sincere empathy nor mercy for our peaceful ways,
Since he desires veneration of his evil instead of our worship of you.
We do not offer pity for his disgrace You give.
May Your sacred blessings be far from his wickedness.
For all the desolation cast upon us, as your beloved,
May Your holy condemnation be his reward
and wrap him like clothes he cannot remove
since he has offended you, Oh Lord.
We have in our agony all these and more.
Yet we have faith in You Oh God
Let our vengeance be Yours - paid in Your marvelous ways,
Those worthy of You Oh God.
21 But we know that you, O Lord - our Lord,
act on our behalf for your name’s sake;
because your steadfast love is good, please deliver us.
22 For we are small, poor and needy,
and our hearts are pierced.
23 We are gone like shadows at evening;
We are shaken off like a locust.
24 Our knees grow weak through fasting;
our bodies have become gaunt.
25 We are objects of scorn to the wicked hostile leaders;
when they see us, they shake their heads.
26 Help us, O Lord our God!
Save us, your beloved of peace, according to your steadfast love.
27 Let our enemies know that this is your hand;
you, O Lord, will save us.
28 Let them curse, but you will bless.
Let my assailants be put to shame; may your servant be glad.
29 May the wicked deceitful accusers be clothed with dishonor;
may they be wrapped in their own shame as in a mantle.
30 With our mouths, we give great thanks to the Lord;
we praise You in the midst of the throng.
31 For You stand at the right hand of the needy, us your beloved,
to save us from those aggressive vile attackers who would condemn us to death.
May God be with us all and May God save and restore Ukraine from the hostile ones.