25 March 2018

Courage to Go Forth - John 12





Courage to Go Forth
Tony E Dillon-Hansen
25 March 2018

A sermon based upon Psalm 118; John 12:12-16
Will you pray with me?  Holy and gracious God, open our hearts and minds to receive the lesson given to us today. May the words of my mouth and the meditations of our hearts be acceptable in your sight O Lord, our Rock, Our Redeemer. Amen!

So we have been walking in the wilderness of Lent
And we are on the last leg with only a week left.
Perhaps this is one reason why we celebrate Palm Sunday.

For another reason, our scripture this week focuses upon the arrival of Jesus into Jerusalem.

The Importance of This Story

Each of the Gospels has a rendition of this arrival and that tells us this is important. For the purposes of this discussion, I want you to consider how courageous this was for Jesus.

Let’s consider the context. People have been lifting mighty big perceptions of Jesus all over countryside. 

People have heard and witnessed many things.
Many are starving for food and justice.
Many are starving for hope and what Jesus is saying.
The revolutionary sermons about the poor, equality, fairness and real justice while challenging the stewards of power have made Jesus “famous.”

The countryside is now full of whispers about Jesus.
Let me remind you that, “A whisper in the ear can be heard for miles.”
We know how that “whispered” story will change over time.
Jesus unapologetically proclaims that which the people have been starving to hear.
For this, Jesus has been called the Messiah.
In their minds, Messiah is a great king, or general, that has come “on a colt”
to save the people from oppression.

Yes, Jesus is not only preaching the Truth
that all people are deserving of God’s grace, love and healing,
Jesus calls out corruption and traditions that deform God’s love for all people.
It is necessary to note that the people outside of the city are marginalized, and simply discarded for being sick or different. They literally are the fringe of society.

The high priests have comfort with Jesus away in the country,
The corrupt elites don’t want to care about the people (or Jesus) outside those walls,
but not this day.

Speaking Truth to Power

Today is the day the Lord has made for those whispers to come to the city.
We know that Jesus has made many scribes uncomfortable,
and Jesus means to bring that discomfort to Jerusalem.

Jesus is taking this mission into the center of the aristocracy that has profited from the corruption by the Pharisees and the Empire -- The Lions’ Den.
It is time to call out these people.
It is time to face the music for their spiritual and emotional neglects.
Jesus dares them “I am the face of the Truth” I am the body of the oppressed.
Jesus dares those that have tried to arrest and to kill him.

Perhaps Jesus could have lived longer and preached more had he stayed out of Jerusalem
because those leaders heard Jesus criticizing them, and they believe the Truth is a threat to their leadership.
They want to silence Jesus, even like they did to John the Baptist.
Jesus also knows this. Yet our people cannot afford obliviousness anymore.

Today is the day the Truth cannot be quiet or hidden anymore.
Today, Jesus brings the Truth to power because they are clearly not taking hints.
Today, the corrupt can no longer conveniently ignore the community or the Truth.
Today is the day to set things right.

So what is the plan?
Instead of armed soldiers and trumpet fanfare, Jesus comes into the city on a borrowed donkey with a rag-tag set of followers - No guns, no weapons and no shields. A non-violent demonstration is a stark contrast to Roman military, and thus, the Romans have little reason to consider Jesus a threat.

Even with this, do you really think Jesus is without fear or danger?

With each step forward, Jesus can feel the burden getting heavier and heavier as more and more people pray their hopes onto Jesus.
Each step is closer to another sword, and we have to wonder who is hiding in the crowd.

The effort to step forward is borne by the donkey, and you have to wonder if the donkey was also feeling the increasing weight. The courage to keeping going forward rises with each step.  The unknown, the potential of sabotage, assassination and more fear rise as we get closer to the gate.

I can hear someone in the back asking, Tony that is powerful stuff about Jesus, but what does that have to do with me?

I am glad you asked.
If you were a follower of Jesus witnessing all the threats against Jesus,
would you have followed Jesus into this gate or would you have sat back and waited?

Would you hold onto your fear of what could happen?
Would you have courage to follow regardless of your own fears and discomfort?

Courage Arises from Discomfort

It is interesting to note that The word courage comes from the Latin and French “Coeur.”
-- meaning the heart or in terms of courage “coming from the heart.”
Thus, to be courageous is to be whole-hearted.
We cannot be whole hearted while leaving parts of us behind

Another perspective, Philosopher Alan Watts calls “fake courage” a form of armor.
This is to say that armor is used to hide both what is outside and also what is inside our hearts. Therefore, real courage is possible through discerning our suffering and our fears.
Real courage is understanding that our vulnerabilities are not weaknesses.
Then, what is possible happens when we let our hearts be real and authentic
-- by letting go of all that isn’t. 

It took me a long time to come to terms with who I was as a person.
I kept my own armor to hide who I did not think I should be.
Even when the “secret” was out, I still kept hiding myself from myself.
Even more, I let others define what I was and what I could be.
The delusion caused inner turmoil, mutilated my vulnerability, and denied my authentic self.
I even questioned my own being.

You know what God said to me?
God said, I don’t want an illusion or a shell.
I want  you - authentic you.

Through miracle hands and voice of good people,
God reached towards me and reminded me that I too was a Child of God.
That God loved me and made me just the broken way I am.
God says I too am worthy of love and dignity

So, God says let go of that armor.
God says, Be bold and be who you are meant to be.
Letting go was not easy and came with its own discomfort.
God says to connect and share your story
and now here I am.

I am still learning, as we all are, but I learned also what
Susan David says that “discomfort is the price of admission to a meaningful life. 
You and I may want real justice and opportunity,
but no matter how you spin it, discomfort is part of feeling our heart’s passion (aka courage).

We are all faced with our own mortality, our own discomfort. Steve Jobs said that when we live our lives realizing that death is going to happen, we make no more excuses for things left undone.

Embrace your discomfort and embrace failure and fears – This is part of authentic you.
Those qualities make you uniquely beautiful.
There are no guarantees in this life so you might as well make your discomfort meaningful.

Today is the day the Lord has made for you to have a meaningful life.

If we go living our life never taking the next step, we never move from the spot we are.
If we don’t get up from our comfortable bed, we never discover the value of courage.

Today is the day the Lord has made to wake up our heart’s passion, our courage.

Waking up requires that we shed armor, take a chance and boldly be who we are.

Susan David goes further, “courage is not an absence of fear; courage is fear walking.” In other words, courage does not mean less fear. I am sure that Jesus had some fear about the many threats. Courage means that despite our fears, we keep going, one step at a time while revealing ourselves, our messiness, our hopes, our heart’s passion and our courage.

Just like the crowd on the steps of the Capitol.
The courage to do right and to do justice is powerful.
There is a underlying theme in this story.
Courage is contagious.
Like Jesus, courage starts with one soul.
Courage then connects a community because we can’t do this alone.
In fact, like whole-hearted courage cannot leave part of us behind,
Jesus, by being among the marginalized and fringes of society,
shows us that we all are worthy of courage.
Courage of community invites all – no matter who you are, what age you are, no matter where you are on life’s journey.

Let me remind you, Jesus and the followers have no weapons.
The crowd notices this too
– Jesus is someone like us and walks proud without weapons.
But wait, there’s more,
As more and more people join in,
the power of community is revealed: weapons or violence not necessary.
Maybe, they too were tired of violence and corruption like we are.
Maybe, they too were tired of being treated like social trash.
Maybe, the Spirit of God lifted hopes
And fed courage to be us – no weapons, no armies and no violence.

To be honest, Jesus probably drew encouragement from the crowd.
We can draw upon the love, hope, kindness and exuberance of the community.
Our community and children calls us to act
With their branches and blankets, people reveal their hopes in Jesus’s mission.
They give their solemn encouraging salute to keep going.
Today is the day that With courage, we stand and walk together.
We encourage each other.

(Gandhi and Martin Luther King Jr made this pillars of their work.)

What to Do with Courage
Perhaps it is time time to exercise our hearts.
Can you feel the hearts in this room rise?
Can you feel the motion and hope wanting to burst forth?
with all of the energy and the Spirit around you!
I am almost surprised you are exercising while still seated
because today is the day the Lord has made for you!
This day, we remember how one can change.
This day, we remember how one can inspire by daring to do what is right.

I ask you do you follow Jesus example?
Do you connect your heart to your community?
The community needs you.
God wants you!

Today is the day
the right time is now.
There is no better time than right now to do the right thing.
So, be an agent of change, and
We start with ourselves.
I submit to you that what is in your heart is worthy of expressing.
Today, you can speak truth to power.
Today, you can speak truth to your family.
Today, you can speak truth to friends
When you are truthful to yourself.

Life is hard and did not come with instructions.  
Jesus as your example suggests
To go boldly into what’s right
Go boldly into the lion’s den, tell your story.
And people will listen and will follow.

That is one reason why this trip into Jerusalem is so important.
Each of you deserve to be valued as worthy
and through God, we have deserved grace.
We don’t want to be ignored or forgotten.
Through the community, we can share our story.

This is the day the Lord has made for Jesus to ride
To be an example of one soul with courage
That helped a community have courage.
Let that example help us find our voice and our courage.

We may not choose what falls into our lap, but
Let’s go fear walking and let our courage and the Spirit guide us into the light.

Be courageously authentic.
Embrace your discomfort.
Have the courage to speak the Truth.

When we open up and connect,
we open up to the power of love and community.
We can transform together.

Thus, Truly tell yourself that you are worthy of love.
That you are a Child of God.
Tell yourself to have courage to be yourself.

Because my hearing isn’t good…

Turn to the people next to you.
Tell them they are a Child of God.
Tell them to have courage to be who they are.

Are you ready to fear walk with God in this wilderness?
Are you ready to have courage to go forth?

This is the day the Lord has made,
Let us courageously rejoice!

14 March 2018

Walking with Prayerful Humility - John 12



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Walking with Prayerful Humility
Tony E Dillon-Hansen
14 March 2018

A Vespers reflection based upon Psalm 51; Hebrews 5:5-10; John 12:20-33

Will you pray with me?  May the words of my mouth and the meditations of our hearts be acceptable in your sight O Lord, our Rock, Our Redeemer. Amen!

So we have been walking in the wilderness of Lent for over four weeks now, pondering, thinking, suffering, hopefully learning while praying.

Over the past few weeks in this Lenten Wilderness,
we have been considering perspectives.  
We have considered how suffering impacts our lives
and how to look above the mud-pit of suffering.
We have looked at how to improve our kindness and generosity.
We have wondered how we can be better stewards of
God’s love and grace here on Earth.

In all of this, you might have noticed that we have prayed.
We have read and heard Psalms.
We have offered invocations and confessions.
We have prayed and reflected.
I would add some meditation, Tai Chi and more.
These are ways to lift joys, to express concerns,
to quiet our minds, to make space,
and to be in the presence of God.

Why do you pray?
Better, how do you pray?
At the core, there are general categories of prayer used to deepen expressions of humility, grace and love through us.

Is your prayer one of praise?  
A little “praise Jesus” here and there can be nice.
Some like to poke fun at more guttural praising – diaphragm praises.

There is something more here.
Moses brought down a set of commandments with this at the top.
At worship and many hymns,
we celebrate and praise the glory of God.  
We are happy to praise God in good times,
celebration or new lives welcomed into our family.
(Isn’t it great to have this Church that is welcoming and loving all of God’s Children? )

Of praising prayers, how about sadness and suffering like funerals?
That might feel awkward while singing or praying powerful praise
during times of immense sorrow.
Perhaps, that is when we should be praising God for the lives we have
and the souls that touch us.
I enjoy the service as a “celebration of life” where people celebrate this relationship. 
The question is raised of what are we doing to honor that relationship now and going forward?  What are we doing to give praise to the lives around us?

Then, we have prayers of supplication.
We ask for protection, for intervention,
or for guidance for paths through suffering.
As an athlete,
I have often asked for help in matches and sparring with varied results.  
I would even bargain with God:
for a win, I would give up say chocolate …for an hour?
A biblical example is Jesus in the garden before the infamous arrest
and on the cross.
(Hebrew 5:5-10 reminds us of this.)

That Jesus knows suffering, pain and fear
might help us realize, again,
that we are not alone in our suffering and brokenness.  
Jesus has been there and has walked a few miles with us.
 
Then, there are prayers for forgiveness. (I have done this many times.)
This is not the “sorry-you-were-offended” prayer.
That might need a two-fer prayer.  
Still, what good is asking for forgiveness
when you are not willing to atone?
Instead, when we have strayed, when we forget, or when we degrade someone, we did that to God.  Jesus reminds us of this. (Matthew 25:31-46; Luke 9:46-48)
In order to receive, we must first be willing to give ourselves.
Are you willing to forgive others? Are you willing to forgive yourself?
We don’t need to stay on strayed paths,
and I know that we can be our own worst critic.
Thus, we might need to forgive ourselves.
We can be humble because God is ready to mother us any time.

Finally, there are prayers of thanks.
We are want to ask and ask and ask,
but how many times do we stop and give thanks?  
How often do we give credit where credit is due?
Be thankful you woke up, for your breath, for your family and friends
— the many gifts you have.

Be thankful that you were able to play a good game.
Be thankful with humble heart and your head up .

Despite our brokenness and suffering,
When you pray, remember
You are worthy of celebration;
You are worthy of guidance;
You are worthy of compassion;
because You are a child of God.

Whether you pray quietly or with hands in the air,
I submit to you pray with your heart and go ahead
— let the spirit move you. 
Can I get an amen?
While you are praising, thanking, or asking God,
if you listen carefully, you may realize the presence all around you.

You can tap into that spirit anytime and anywhere.
 (No matter where you are on life’s journey.)

Praise, supplication, contrition, and thanksgiving are ways
that we can call to God
and ways that we can respond to God.
Are you willing to hear what God has to offer?
How will you respond?
Are you doing anything that prevents you from responding to God?
Are you ready to work with the gifts that you have?
God is all around you nudging you and listening.
Yet, are you listening?

As Children of God,
With prayer and humility, we can witness God’s love, patience, kindness and generosity to us.
In these many ways, we pray to God because we know that

God is good all the time
and all the time, God is Good

Let us share those prayers with God.

Thanks Be to God.