Persistence and wrestling
Tony E Dillon Hansen
Sermon based upon Luke 18:1-8, Genesis 32:22-31, Psalm 121
Opening prayer.
The parable from the Gospel of Luke can be seen through a few lenses.We can see Jesus telling us to pray always and not lose heart. That feels like a hallmark card greeting, but when Jesus says this, there is more.
We can look at the widow. This woman, who has little power or money in those days, requests justice from this judge. It is prayer in many ways.
We can look at the judge. This unjust judge tires of her nagging, gives in and grants the request.
Then there is God.
Thing is that this unjust judge is not God nor like God. Yet we often think of God much like this judge: someone aloof, disinterested or simply ignoring our pleas. Ever feel like that?I think this parable gives us pause and recognition because we do this in our lives.We wonder where our prayer goes, if anyone is listening, or if anything will change.
We pray, demand, and wonder - Why isn’t anything changing when I pray to God this day? There are whole comedy routines on this complaint.
I submit to you, Beloved, that God has big shoulders and is hearing your pleas, your rants, your disgusts, and your loves.
Nevertheless, the woman persists in her pleas because that is her faith.This persistence is not due to doubt but due to faith and trust. This is (as one describes) a lifestyle of faith revealed in prayer and persistence of the prayer.
Question for us then is, How do our prayers reflect our faith and trust or are they mere words we speak or read just to sound cute or otherwise?
When we read from Psalms or scripture, are we just reading text or are we acknowledging the presence of something - someone - bigger than us - with us - who is teaching us.
Our tenacious prayer amid challenge and adversity are the necessary components not because God tires of our plea but because we have faith that God will come through for us. When we don’t know the answers or what will happen to us tomorrow or maybe when we haven’t been the best person we can be… Yet, we can turn to God. There is possible and there are answers for us.We can lean into our faith and know that God hears us and works with us to provide for us because God is trustworthy.
These are prayers during difficult times, agonizing times, troubling times, and questioning times. Yet we have power and agency in our prayers through our faith to persist and know that God is listening. God is working with us even when we don’t recognize the help.God hears us and responds - not out of injustice - but because our faith is strong. Thus, justice and grace will be served in our hour, our night, our times of need.
That leads me into the Genesis32 text.
As part of a wrestling family, this text is among one of my favorite episodes in all Hebrew scripture. In many ways, this text demonstrates the persistence of prayer through Jacob’s wrestling, but I believe it also reveals what can and does happen when we meet God.
The thing is that Jacob has not been the nicest of people. Jacob has deceived his own father, Isaac, as well the house of Laban. Jacob tries to make peace with Esau for taking the brother’s birthright. Jacob has been cunning and deceptive to get things from people.There is a cost for this. What is that cost?
Jacob senses something is going to happen. Not sure who, where or what, but the anticipation is real. With trepidation, anxiety, and maybe even some fear. He sends his family and possessions with them.
Then Jacob wrestles with this all night. He persists to ask for a name and has this one in a good hold. Why does Jacob need to know the name? Think, isn’t that what we do when we go to doctors but get no answers?
Yet this is no ordinary wrestler, and the result is injured hip, new name, revelation that that he wrestled with God, and blessing.
Even though Jacob has not been perfect, God meets Jacob, engages, and does not leave Jacob the same.
That is what happens when we persist, even in our folly. When we persist in our faithful prayer, we can meet God in the middle of the turmoil of life, in the mud-pit of adversity, or the creepiest of places.
Then something happens. We recognize, we learn, we find. We may get a few bumps and bruises, but we grow into something more than what we were.
What happens here is a transformation – a change (not the rhetoric we get fed from shaky politicians). We may feel we win against God at times (Jacob appears to win this wrestling match), but there is more.
God is not at our beck and call, but with persistent and faithful prayer, we can meet God to experience real change. We become more than our sins or our history. We find blessings and grace in our lives.
Not bad for a night but what will Jacob (now Israel) do with this blessing, this new hope, this revelation? Continue to be a jerk and deceptive to folks? No, and read the rest of Genesis to learn how Jacob changes.
Thus Beloved, the question for us, the challenge for us is to meet God, talk with God, and sometimes, wrestle with God. Find yourself on the other side with grace and change of heart.
Beloved, God answers your prayer, meets you in that moment, and you have revelation.
“Lift up your eyes to the hills” and let God change you. The question then Beloved, is what do you do with that change in your life?
Thanks Be to God.